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Yes I am going back to work to day after being sick two days. Sick of crap that is. Anyway will work two days and will be off one and start the new schedule. After days of rain off and on it is very foggy out. But at least it isnt freezing. There should be at least a little bit of sun today. I am thinking more and more of retiring early. Then I can work part time. I want to enjoy life a little and I really need to find a way to get rid of the stress or at least most of it because that is what is making me sick. Anyway I am really dreading going into work. Just because of all the things that go on. I just cant play the came anymore. I use to and didnt care but I really cant anymore. Oh well the birds are thier ususal cheerfull selves. The dogs and cat all went back to bed. I had my daily cup of coffee latta with Bailey and he is off to school. Think I will go jump in the shower and then decide what I am going in to do for the morning as it is getting to be 8:30am. Have a great day all

After yesterday's crap at work and finding that working everyday and being on time at lunch and breaks and other stats dont mean a dam thing. After finding a crap schudule I was going to quit but my team leader kept trying to find another schdudle. I finally had to settle on Mon tues and weds noon to 11pm and off thurs and frid then sat 11-10pm and off sun. I dont know how long I can do 10 hour shifts. I hurt so bad last night and was so stressed that I took today off. Like it really matters. So the bloom is off the rose as they say for this job. I am looking more and more at retiring at 62 and working parttime I was going to wait so I could collect full benefits but I just dont know how long I can work 10 hr shifts. Anyway I am home slept a little and am just looking at it is as time away from there. Hope your day is going good

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Left for work this afternoon and it was pouring down a cold rain. I went to work dreading to find out how the shifts were screwed up. Well, I nearly quit. They didnt give me any of the picks I put on the paper. It is a long story and it goes to who sucks ass the most and I have never been good at that. Anyway my team leader wouldnt give up and until I had something I could work with. I will say I dont know if I can physcially do this shift but at least I will have a ride there and home. I will be working noon to 10:45pm mon tues wednesday then off thurs and friday then on saturday work 11am until 9:45. I just dont know how I am going to do on 10+ hour days. I am just hoping they will get the new program and it is days and I will get it and get the hours I need but from what I can see it aint going to matter weather my status are good and if I dont miss work because it didnt mean shit this time. Oh and the bomb is the team leader that I got into it with a few weeks agon you got it is my new team leader should be interesting that is for sure. Oh well it is just a job. Makes think more and more about retiring at 62 and not 66. And then just work part time. Dont know have a little over a year on that sooooooooo. Anyway it could have been worse. Maybe if I didnt have these bills to pay I wouldnt be so stressed out. Anyway have a great morning all

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Well, my week is starting and will have to be cloudy and chance of rain for another day. But at least it isnt freezing. Been up since 7am Bailey had to catch the 7:40 school bus. He got out there just on time as she was a little early. We had our coffee latta together. He was in a good mood this morning. Didnt sleep that good last night dont know why get having weird dreams. Will findout today what weird shift I will be on starting next week and which crap team leader I will get. I wanted to keep the one I have but as ususal I c--- in one hand and wish in the other and you know which one is going to happen. I should have slept in this morning but just couldnt do it. The count down has started and the weekend is coming up soon. Hope you al have agood day

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Got home at 8:30pm and started playing a game on the internet as I got a note from a friend that she had topped my score Now I didnt plan on playing until a few minutes but I came within 200 points. I looked up an it was four o'clock. So finally gavde up turned on the telly and they hand an info commercial on selling a cd set 60's hits and started listen and realized my whole life in the sixties was lived to music. So the evening turned into a quiete night and early morning. But the dogs are looking at me like can we go to bed now. Better take them out one last time. I would love to have this set of 160 pop hits of the 60's. Oh well its not like I cant listen to this musis. Anyway hope your sunday is going good as you get about I will probely sleep in and then again maybe not

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Well my bucket has holes in it. And the spoon is missing.

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Now I must say I never really thought about friday the 13th and today was no different. But, now I am not certain. Landlord came buy and someone called to see if he has a house for rent he said no for sale. And now they want to look at it monday. Of course I got a years lease but He had told me after a year we could buy on contract now he says he isnt sure and I cant come up with 35000 dollars and cant get a dam loan. So now it looks like it isnt going to be my house so I am not going to plant flowers for someone new and dont care to decorate now. I am about ready to cry but why it is the same shit as before. So I know when I go to work I will have more shit with this shift bid crap. Yes I guess it is friday the 13th. Why cant something go right for just once I am so tired of this I dont know what to do. I can feel the crap going on and I am going to just give up it doesnt pay to want a small life I need to go rob something to get the money. I dont care anymore. I justt want to lay down and not every get up. Sorry but was actually a little happy this morning and now it is back to the crap hole of my life

On the first day, God created the dog and said:
'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'
The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'
So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the monkey and said:
'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'
The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'
And God agreed.

On the third day, God created the cow and said:
'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'
The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years... How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?'
And God agreed again.

On the fourth day, God created humans and said:
'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.'
But the human said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?'
'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.'
So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.
Life has now been explained to you.

Walked out the door to let the menergie out and could see frost on the grass. As you can see Damon looked like really you want me to go out there? And yes he did go out. It is 37 out right now but is suppose to get to 60 today. But do have a warning that sun and mon is going to be rain. Of course I am home then. Oh well will give me a reason to stay in. Thanksgiving is coming up so will have to see what we are going to do. Guess it will be here. Not that excited I would rather go there and then come home to quiet because I will proabley have to work the next day dont know yet. The alarm on my phone is going off again. Guess I should get up and turn it off. Guess not it will stop soon. Had a little scare yesterday. We are going to be doing shift bids this week and we dont know what the shifts are available on they are starting later because of call volume. But we dont know which team leader is getting what either. And since are team wants to keep chris and he wants as early as he can get we are really watchin. And believe me he is the best team leader in the place. And we all started together. Anyway we got an email saying starting 20 shifts for 30hrs. Pick early. Made it sound like they were only going to have 30hrs. Well, I for one cant work under 40 and actually need more. But these shifts are for people that only want to work 30hrs and they will still benefits like full time. Glad of that but still everything is up in the air. I say hurry up lets know so we know what to do. Of course, later off means it is going to be harder to get home. Jodi's boyfriend says if i get his mazda fixed I can drive it. Now how in the hell am I suppose to do that. Scott can maybe fix it but I dont have the money to buy the parts oh well we will see what we can do.But at least it is something to think about. Well better take a shower and get ready for work Hugs to ya all