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It is Thursday and looks like a little bit of rain might be coming to the area. Got up and decided would walk to my daughters and got there and she wasnt there. Got home and she had been here but it wasnt to see me she wanted something. Scott wouldnt talk to her so dont know if she got the job or not. Anyway Tomorrow is pay day and found out my bills are going to out number it again. So now car for me this pay. So next week and until I get a vehicle I will be paying 45 dollars a week to get home from work. As it is to far to walk and there are no buses. Oh well, That means every pay before I pay bills I have to put back 90 back so I can get home. My ride will be on a different shift in one more week. Oh well, People they know of cars that are cheap until you have the money then no. Oh well what goes around. Anyway tomorrow is going to be real long we pick up are checks at 9am (direct deposit wont start until next time. anyway will cash go pay bills and then try to figure out how to get some food for the next two weeks it is either pay bills or eat. You know I am really tired of trying it never lets up. I cant even get to the dam food pantrys. It is to much am really tired of it all. It would be better just to forget it all and lay down let it all go. Oh well, I am just depressed today. Have to get ready for work hope your day is better. I know I should be glad I am getting a bigger check. But with being behind and out of everything it is what it is